:)

Merry Christmas.  :)

Casey James

Boy don't wait, don't think, don't lock the door behind you
Run and jump into your truck, and hit the gas, burn some rubber up
Yeah your time's running out
Do it now

Take a shortcut, take a back road, take the shoulder to the exit
Skip the parking, screw the ticket, hit the curb and leave it sitting
Whatever it takes
You gotta get to that gate

She's cryin' on a suitcase
Sittin' at the airport
Waitin' on the airplane
Bout to take her out of here
Ooh
They're gonna call her number
She'll sit down by the window
The plane'll leave the runway
And fade into a goodbye sky
You better run while you still got time
She's cryin' on a suitcase

Admit it boy you blew it, you really messed it up
You can make excuses if you really want to lose her
It's all on the line, do or die time
Getting on your knees time

Tell her that you want her, need her, love her, gotta have her
Everything good in your life begins and ends with her
Lose your pride while you can
Come on man be a man

She's cryin' on a suitcase
Sittin' at the airport
Waitin' on the airplane
Bout to take her out of here
Ooh
They're gonna call her number
She'll sit down by the window
The plane'll leave the runway
And fade into a goodbye sky
You better run while you still got time
She's cryin' on a suitcase

She's cryin' on a suitcase
Waitin' on the airplane
Bout to take her out of here

They're gonna call her number
She'll sit down by the window
The plane'll leave the runway
And fade into a goodbye sky
You better run while you still got time
Well you still got time

She's cryin' on a suitcase
Waitin' on the airplane
She'll fade into a goodbye sky

blah, blah, blah-blah

Massive head ache, blah blah, my brain/eyes/head hurt soooo bad! My glasses arent helping..... GAH....  what ever. Merry Christmas...? Hannukah? whatever. Just have a good one. I got a new fish, its an orange male, he is of course a Betta, he has blue tipped fins.he's  pretty.
Mymom got me the 'nextbook' tablet, by Efun, Do not, I repeat DO NOT waste your money on it, she may switch me for her kindle fire, if she can't get the nextbook to work.
I hate bullshit companies like that.

Dido

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the
day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and
through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Follow these link, listen to both at the same time <3 heaven...
Dido- Thank you
Rainy Mood

Brooks and Dunn song :)

Once I thought that love was something I could never do
Never knew that I could feel this much
But this yearning in the deep part of my heart for you
Is more than a reaction to your touch
It's a perfect passion and I can't get enough

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me
The way you kiss, The way you cry,
The way you move when you walk by
There's ain't nothing bout you
That don't do something for me

In my life I've been hammered by some heavy blows
That never knocked me off my feet
All you gotta do is smile at me and down I go
And baby it's no mystery why I surrender
Girl you got everything

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me
The way you kiss, The way you cry,
The way you move when you walk by
There's ain't nothing bout you
That don't do something for me

I love your attitude, your rose tattoo, your every thought
Your smile, you lips and girl the list goes on and on and on

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me
The way you kiss, The way you cry,
The way you move when you walk by
There's ain't nothing bout you
That don't do something for me

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
Your dance, your drive, You make me feel alive

The way you talk, the way you tease
Right now I think you see
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me

Brooks and Dunn, so sad the broke up!

Old man Wrigley lived in that white house
Down the street where i grew up
Momma used to send me over with things
We struck a friendship up
I spent a few long summers out on his old porch swing

Says he was in the war when in the navy
Lost his wife, lost his baby
Broke down and asked him one time
How ya keep from going crazy
He said I'll see my wife and son in just a little while
I asked him what he meant
He looked at me and smiled, said


I raise my hands, bow my head
I'm finding more and more truth in the words written in red
They tell me that there's more to life than just what i can see
Oh i believe

Few years later i was off at college
Talkin' to mom on the phone one night
Getting all caught up on the gossip
The ins and outs of the small town life
She said oh by the way son, old man Wrigley's died.

Later on that night, i laid there thinkin' back
Thought 'bout a couple long-lost summers
I didn't know whether to cry or laugh
If there was ever anybody deserved a ticket to the other side
It'd be that sweet old man who looked me in the eye, said


I raise my hands, bow my head
I'm finding more and more truth in the words written in red
They tell me that there's more to life than just what i can see

I can't quote the book
The chapter or the verse
You can't tell me it all ends
In a slow ride in a hearse
You know I'm more and more convinced
The longer that i live
Yeah, this can't be
No, this can't be
No, this can't be all there is


When I raise my hands, bow my head
I'm finding more and more truth in the words written in red
They tell me that there's more to life than just what i can see
I believe
Oh, I
I believe

Every Storm (Gary Allen)

I saw you standing in the middle of the thunder and lightning
I know you're feeling like you just can't win, but you're trying
It's hard to keep on keepin' on, when you're being pushed around
Don't even know which way is up, just keep spinning down, 'round, down…

Every storm runs, runs out of rain
Just like every dark night turns into day
Every heartache will fade away
Just like every storm runs, runs out of rain

So hold your head up and tell yourself that there's something more
Walk out that door
Go find a new rose, don't be afraid of the thorns
'Cause we all have thorns
Just put your feet up to the edge, put your face in the wind
And when you fall back down, keep on rememberin'

Every storm runs, runs out of rain
Just like every dark night turns into day
Every heartache will fade away
Just like every storm runs, runs out of rain

uhm... O.o yeah...

So my 2 female girlies are still alive. and happy. although i think 1 may be a boy. and im sellying my 20 gallon and ten gallon soon, the 20 wasreplaces with 2 1.5 gallons and 1 2.5 and the 10 will be replaced with 2 3gallon aquariums. GAH. Pray i win the raffle at my school, i need some money for christmas shopping. anything i forgot? oh yes....... i had to get my work days changed because 1 of mymanagers hates me, and was only letting me work 1 1/2 hours. SO now its 'saturday at 7 30 .... -.- dumb bitch. anywayyyys :) yeah. and eventually will talk to 'friends' parents about letting him get abetta, he seems rather hopeful and excited about it. lol. if they say no, i may just get 1 for him for Christmas (I'm christian and if me saying Christmas offends you, too bad, i will not say 'happy holidays' that is ridiculous.)  so... yeah.
did you know the little dinosaur that says 'yep yep yep' in the land before time's voice actress was shot in the head while sleeping at the age of 10 by her father.? well.... now you do. Poor Duckey... R.I.P love.

Foolish Games

"Foolish Games"

You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.

You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.

You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've got
Off track with you.

Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.

You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.

I hope you dance

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....I hope you dance.

Head over feet

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

ACT practice

Doing practice tests for the ACT in an un-used office at my school. It sucks, i got a paper cut today, I'm pretty sure my best friends got me sick, and my stomach hurts from too much food. WHY? Why me..? why do i have to be sick and sleepy and injured and bored?

Awh yeah!

So, lastnight, I was texting a childhood friend, like we were besties, in fact, his cousin is my current bestie, me and him dated, then broke up after 4 years, well a few weeks ago he messaged me on  facebook saying we should talk, so i started texting him, and well, last night he told me the reason he messaged was because he has a crush on me! :3 i feel special... Because i still like him too.

Happy Holidays

Happy Thanksgiving to any one who's reading this! I hope you have a great time with your family and friends!

Write a book

I think I'm gonna write a book. or 2... lol. Haven't you ever just wanted to writes a book? for no apperant reason? lol. Or am I just an odd one like that....?

Closed at Work

I closed at my work for the first time ever...! It was pretty simple. i didn't mind it, in fact, i wasn't even tired lol... All i had to do was dishes, and scrub stuff lol. My manager is alot nicer when no one else is around to bug him . But all in all, it was a pretty good experience. Now i can close more often, i honestly worked for about 7 hours... i only made 23$ in tips though... -.- My fish are all still alive, and doing well. My 2 little girls are just fine. I still haven't been able to talk either of my friends into getting a betta.... -.- I just gotta keep working at it!!!!

Hair is my nemesis.

The number 1 thing i hate about long hair, is if you take a shower before bed, the back of your hair goes crazy and you wake up looking like a grease monkey and have no choice but to put it up. Fruck shizz. Gah. lol. make me angry, i guess ill have to start blow drying my hair every night.

oh and i watched Girl Interrupted today..... it was pretty damn good. I highly recommend it.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9... Gah

So you liked me? I already knew that, about both of you...
Moved away, coming back... Good to know... Will  I see you? nope.
And the friend... You kindly accepted my apology, however, we may be friends, but i don't feel more than that for you. I'm sorry...
But the other, on another hand.... something is there.... only slightly though...
oh and then there is the ass.... But i still kinda like him, he has most of my childhood. how could i not?
And then there is the 'ex' ... Why did you have to text me? I still like you, in fact want to tell you, but instead i tell a bunch of random creeps. but why? because Im afraid to hear what you say...
Then there is the acquaintance  he's cute, but shorter than me...it'd never work, other than beings friends. and then the other friend from a  foreign country? I like you, your flirty, but thats all thats between us. and then the best guy friend from school, yeah, I'm still crushing on you. Your nice to me, and you dont make fun of me... thanks for that. Then the dick that just wants my innocence, LOL,i used to like you, but now i dont. not anymore. and then there is the guy i used to like, then he moved, and stopped talking to me, after all i'd gone through with you? your mental issues? your rage and suicidal thoughts!?? I knew it was just for attention. Fuck you. Up the ass. With a cactus.

so how many was that!? lol.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 ? Hm.

I need more females in my life. Thank God for best friends.

School...

Some stuff is about to go down here at school.... And I'm going to tell the kid who is involved... And i feel awful because, I told a select few people about his private life, and now the teachers know (This however was not my fault) and I just feel bad for the kid.... It's private stuff! i mean like.... he wouldn't even show his best friend, and i invaded is privacy... And, Well, I'm telling him today. And telling him about the teacher... And my lord! The teacher could be a pervert! (doubt he is though) but he could be! and could be getting a kick from reading that stuff!!! I just don't know, its all a bad situation, and i stirred the pot. And i want to be the first one to tell him, because I caused it all. I feel awful about it.

Fucking drama.

Good day

Got my Bestfriend to create a blog, or try to, now all i have to do is get her to try a betta! lol.
90 veiws today.
fish are still living.
been a good day!

Jupiter

New girl today after 2 boys died, i felt awful about them dying, but when i went to walmart, i saw her, and she was there when i went to get Joan of Arc,i couldn't leaver her there again...  New girl, don't have a name for her yet, but she's just as small.I had 30$ in cash on me, and went in there with money and came out with 6 $ -.-  typical me.... i got her a 1.5 gallon tank, its pretty cool, it was 19.98 and she was 3.47 so, it worked out well. it  came with a filter, and a light, i had a heater already at home for her...... I was thinking about naming her Jupiter... for no apparent reason... lol, here are some pictures...

Hate these days...

I hate what the world has become... I hate how often 'Hate' is used, I dislike how often people threaten to kill Christians, simply because we are Christian, and don't worship the same God. I dislike the President of my country , I disown him because I am ashamed of him. I am ashamed of my generations humor, making fun of dying or dead people, laughing at people to the point that they commit suicide, and saddest part is no one cares when they die, that they were bullied, made fun of, not even teachers care these days. However 1 thing I am happy about, is my old friend started talking to me a while back, and we talk every day... I'm very happy about this because I missed them. I dislike the price of things, I dislike how every single product these days has corn in it, I dislike my lack of other things to dislike... Anyways..... I just simply am ashamed of my generation, and the world I live in.

I just want you to know, what ever religion you are, or aren't,  I don't hate you for it, in fact, I don't really care, its your life, do what you will with it, just don't push it onto me and hate me for disliking or not believing in it.

Joan of Arc

Got a new Betta today, she is a little baby, so much smaller than my others, i bought a few plant decorations for her tank too! Still no name though... I'm thinking Joan of Arc.... :) From the song 'She's so high above me' by Fastball. She's a little white/red Cambodian VT and she;s so cute, pray she makes it through the night, I'm gonna have to feed her flakes though because her mouth is not big enough for my pellets. I got home from walmart to find Sister in Sirs half of the ten gallon. I freaked out at first, because I couldn't find her, neither even has a tear  in their fins! so happy lol. Put her where she belongs, cleaned my old 2.5 tank, washed the gravel, rinsed the new plastic plants, and acclimated Joan of Arc. She's doing fine for now, although I'm worried about the filter gobbling her up, its only an air pump filter, but she is so tiny! I;m keeping a close eye on her for sure! Sorry for the awful picture quality, i used my phone....

Views!

So I just made this Blog today, and I've already had 63 views, 61 from America, 1 from Germany and 1 from Canada! So thanks to you guys. :) thanks to anyone else who views this! If you have a Gmail, please leave a comment! I hope you have have a betta fish. and if you don;t you should XD anyways..... Thanks for the views!

Watching scary shows

That moment when your at home watching scary haunting shows and you feel like your gonna get possessed and die. It's awful! (hence the Lords prayer and Apostles creed...) I  love haunting shows,  but they scare me so much. Do you ever think 'what if im the next one?' i do sometimes... gah its scary.... Anyways. I'trying to talk 1 of my friends into getting a Betta, actually 2 of them, because I feel like they'd match them and then eventually they'd love it, and thank me... but my best friend is not open to new things and the other friend just doesn't seem interested. Any Ideas!?


By the way, in case you were curious, you must have a Gmail to comment on this site :( sorry!!!

Apostles Creed and the Lords Prayer

I  Believe in God the Father Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth: And in Jesus Christ his only Son, our Lord; who was conceived by the Holy Ghost, born of the virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, dead, and buried; he descended into hell; the third day he rose again from the dead; he ascended into heaven, and sitteth on the right hand of God the Father Almighty; from thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead.

I believe in the Holy Ghost; the holy catholic church; the communion of saints; the forgiveness of sins; the resurrection of the body; and the life everlasting. Amen

Our Father, who art in heaven
hallowed be thy Name, 
thy kingdom come, 
thy will be done, 
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those 
who trespass against us. 
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, 
and the power, and the glory, 
for ever and ever. 

Angel of God, my guardian dear,
to whom God's love commits me here;
Watch over me throughout the night,
keep me safe within your sight
Amen.

A Poem 3

As the water currents take us for an unwanted ride
swirling and turning,but with the laws of water, we abide
as the swift breezes blow along the waters top ,rippling waves
We sit calmly awaiting the morning light ,and the vision we crave

at Night we do not dare leave our homes
we stay side by sides in our underground holes
but then dawn breaks the nights black waters
light shining through the waves
reflecting off the sand and into our caves

Awake we swim around, searching for food
in this unforgiving ocean, we can't stray too far
at the waters edge the bird perch and wait with eyes glued
at the top of the water, there's splashes to show where we are

Schools of small fish are not a rare sight
but we stay still, our reflections being our camouflage
blending in with the water trying not to be seen but the birds take flight
and our groups separate, we only want survival , for an unknown cause

as the day ends and the night washes over
those of us left, take refuge and cover
we have lived another day
in an unforgiving bay

but now its time to rest and sleep
so we can have energy and our lives to keep
a simple poem may sound so unfierce and pretty
but in the ocean, our lives are a pitty

A Poem 2

As night turns to dawn, fish scatter through the pond
Suddenly awaken by the light breaking through the muddy water
Barely hearing the birds chirp and waiting for a respond

We see turtles heads pop up and swim
Little minnows come and go at the slightest movement
In the distance we see a splash and a great big fin

Dragon flies Zoom, and fall
Twitching in the water but not for long
For there are little hungary mouths to await them all

As Perch swim in their egg beds, barely visible
We catch glimpses of fish swimming through being chased off by busy mothers
But as the evening comes, and dusk falls, the pond starts to turn invisible

All the fish go to rest
all the mothers protect their nest
We watch as the sun falls
and the birds start their evening calls

The life of the pond, lasts so long
even at night with stars in the sky
fish are busy catching flies
and we hear the splashes, The song of the pond

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A Poem

All blue, sunlight breaking through the waves
As they break on the shore, washing fish onto the sand
The Dolphins and Whales singing like an Ocean band
All the movement and chaos scares small fish into caves

At low tide we are limited to our choices
Chasing the smallest fish, until they disappear into holes
Chasing them until they are only souls
If you listen close you can hear all the oceans different voices

Echos and whispers come and go
 Splashes on the evening shoals
All the sounds combine into one
The quiet and peaceful ocean Hum 

At evening we all sleep
We go to our homes in the oceans deep
No movement no noise
Just peaceful waves with grace and poise

Aqua

This is Aqua, he's my most recent impulse buy.... although i bought him a while back!

Betta's Are a Life Style.

Not even entirely sure what a blog is, but mine is dedicated to my fish, family, friends and life. First post... Uhm I guess I'll start with: Don't expect many, unless I remember for some weird reason to blog. I really enjoy my fish, I have 5 betta's, the pride and joys in my life other than my 2 dogs of course. I know you must be thinking 'how can a fish be a pride and joy!?' well, it started about a year ago when I got some extra cash from a relative, now my favorite spot in Wal-Mart has always been the fish isle, but this time I went to the little fish in the cups, I saw these little poor fellas in nasty cups, i was repulsed! I knew nothing of these fish but I was determined to get one, I picked up the cleanest healthiest fish of them all, I walked down the isle and got everything with a picture of a betta, and some other things that seemed like they'd be important. My mom covered the cash I didn't have, I got home,stuck him in a vase, with rocks and nothing else, which I now know is horribly wrong! Well, eventually while garage selling  I got a 10 gallon, with a hood, heater, filter, etc. I filled it up, dechlorinater in the water, and put Mister in it.Well, he lived a couple of months while I continued with my new addiction, and tried to get as many as possible, I had up to 10 at one point, but obviously all but 2 died, I then decided to research, and thats when I found this wonderful site called www.BettaFish.com... I made an account, -MistersMom- and began learning things I never even considered. Well, I now have 5 loves that I care for, and love, they each have their own special little personality and attitude. Aqua, Bello, Sir, Sister,and Odysseus. I have a 20 gallon and 10 gallon, each divided to fit them. If you have the time and the space for a Betta in your life,  I highly suggest you to get one, after research and buying the proper things, they make wonderful pets, and family members and each one is different. Welp, that's all for today I guess......