Breathe

I keep breathing. Take a breath and let it out, the inhale exhale motions and sounds make it easier to stand stress. Stress is like a little devil on your shoulder, in your mind, on your back, not possible to rid yourself of him, but he is always there waiting. Luck does the same, but luck is shy, it lets the little stresses take over, it lets stress and hate ruin your day, but when stress and hate turn and look away luck pops up and grants you the gift of a few seconds without stress, a few second of thanks, and then back to hate again.


(Which our world is os full of, so much hate, every where you go. Hate by race hate by place of birth and skin color? hated by your looks. You cannot not be ugly/beautiful and win the war on hate. Simply cannot. The intellignece of our people has demenished so much, education is a joke now.)


With each breath you inhale, and let go, you think about that one person, did they make you this way? full of hate and full of angst, always on the edge worrying, never turning your back. the demons always play games with you, tearing at your soul, tugging on it until it can no longer stand up against them, the demons make you hate, make you crippled, they damage your very self. The self that only exists by your spirit, the entity of you is what they want, they wish to grab at every single little bit of you thats left, and every single ounce and to tear it to tiny little peices.


But why? because these demons are hate, they are stress, and they always have a tight grip on you. Always tossing the word hate around like you mean it, like you seriously hate that stranger who gave you a dirty look, but they hate you because you gave them a dirty look. The hatred is a stressful never ending circle that must end somehwere...

Where do our animalistic insticts kick in, when will our fellow people happily decide to always do as much as you can to help another person?    Feed, cloth, bathe your fellow man. Our world is a disgrace. love strangers as much as family. Just be at peace with the rest of hte living people on the planet. Rest your anxious soul.